Evil

You hope you can be an angel for everyone

But you can’t

You are an evil at least for one person in your life.

No matter how hard you try, you’ll keep on hurting..

Even when you try to make everything right

You will hurt them.

-EB-

I am missing you

This heart refuses to beat

These lungs refuse to inhale the air

Loving you once easier

Loving you was simpler

Something has changed, has the feeling grown?

Only heaven knows..

For sure, even just missing you is harder than before.

Missing you is complicated than yesterday

Who says that broken heart is only a matter of being left,

It’s not only about separation..

Missing someone you can’t reach can break your heart too.

-EB-

Obwohl

Obwohl es richtig schwer ist,
dich zu lassen is vielleicht der beste Weg.

Die Erinnerung wird immer in meinem Herz bleiben.

Pass auf dich auf, machst gut. Wir sehen uns wieder, wenn die Zeit uns lässt.

-EB-

Right Place, Wrong Time

Strolling through an empty street

Wishing for a calmer mind

When hard storm strikes

Along with the rain..

Sometimes it’s not a matter of which road you chose,

Sometimes it’s the time which is not right for you

But, one question..

How do we know when the right time is?

-EB-

Balasan

Jemariku menari tak tentu arah

Melompat dari satu aplikasi ke aplikasi yang lain

Mencari sesuatu yang sebetulnya tak ada di sana

Tak ada dan tak kunjung datang

Ya.. balasan pesan darimu.

-EB-

Chrysanthemums

I put the chrysanthemums near the window

White, pink, and yellow

The sun lights keep it beautiful

As I wish for my heart to be joyful

Days go by, the petals started to fall

It loses its color, like missing the rainfall

I guess, it’s mirroring myself

I’m losing myself,

I’ve been trying to hold on and stay now

But you in a blink of an eye, act like I’m just a person you can throw

Do you expect me to do something to show your worth?

Let me know, otherwise we only move back and forth

I’m at the crossroad, and I don’t know where to go

I wish we can put down our ego

To get our colors back, to enjoy the sunshine

Who knows the chrysanthemums will bloom and its beauty regain..

-EB-

Heartless

People say I’m heartless

No, I’m not. I do have a heart.

I just keep it somewhere, protected.

I put it in my precious box, and locked

As it has been broken into tiny pieces

That I don’t even know how to mend it anymore

People may say whatever they want

But my heart will stay right there,

until I’m done putting the pieces all together.

-EB-

Questions

How do I stop myself from wanting your kiss?

How can I stop myself from missing you?

What should I do to stop myself from dreaming of you?

This desire tears me up

But this heart has fallen for you too deep

Oh dear, what have you done?

Oh dear self, what have I done?

Bodoh

Karena pada akhirnya, tetap aku yang tersakiti

Tetap aku yang menitikkan air mata

Jadi, untuk apa aku bertahan,

Untuk apa aku tinggal?

Sementara dirimu hanya datang dan pergi sesuka hati

Semau waktu,

Seingin tubuhmu menghampiri

Bodoh, jika aku diperbudak oleh hadirmu

Bodoh, jika aku tetap di sini

Bodoh, jika aku masih tenggelam dalam tatapmu

-EB-

The Pain

Have you ever feel the pain that you cannot even describe?

Have you known the feeling that hurts you so bad until you cannot breathe?

Or have you ever feel the pain that makes you cry til you fall asleep?

I have been pushed away, i have been pulled, and I have been drowned

But I swallow all these pains

Though I know, I will be broken into pieces one day

-EB-