My Story, My Art
These eyes won’t closed at night
I see you and the memories like a movie playing right in front of me
I see you each time I turn
The distance seems real, but the pain is even worse
I’ve lost count how many time we have done this
Further apart and come back close like nothing has happened
It’s kind of toxic to us, but also the drugs
And both destroy us
-EB-
One day you’re happy like a butterfly finds a bunch of flowers
The next day you mad as hell..
And the day after you’re in tears like you’ve been chopping onions
That’s how emotional a human being can be
But that’s also the strength of being human
Some overthink about it..
Afraid that emotion can control their lives
Some others put emotion as their shields to face problems
And for some.. emotion is just emotion.
No need to think about it, feel it instead
To living our lives is complicated enough
problems come and go with no prior notice
Let’s not make it even harder
-EB-
There is always one day in a year
For you to take a step back
To think of everything that you have been through,
Maybe in a year or throughout your life.
Today is my day.
A day that reminds me, how evolved I have been
How some extreme changes happened.
That some dreams need to be rewritten
That giving up is not even a menu on the table
This is the day, which always tells me that being grateful is the key
When a new dream has been rewritten, a new door might be open
Thank you today
-EB-
There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel
Wise man once said..
The light that I keep on searching for
While I’m walking along this dark tunnel
Sooner or later you’ll find your answer
Once people told me
It seems to be a very long waiting time
While i keep on doing what I have to do
My road challenges my patience, my energy, my mind, my heart…
But I have not given up yet.. at least not today.
-EB-
You hope you can be an angel for everyone
But you can’t
You are an evil at least for one person in your life.
No matter how hard you try, you’ll keep on hurting..
Even when you try to make everything right
You will hurt them.
-EB-
This heart refuses to beat
These lungs refuse to inhale the air
Loving you once easier
Loving you was simpler
Something has changed, has the feeling grown?
Only heaven knows..
For sure, even just missing you is harder than before.
Missing you is complicated than yesterday
Who says that broken heart is only a matter of being left,
It’s not only about separation..
Missing someone you can’t reach can break your heart too.
-EB-
Obwohl es richtig schwer ist,
dich zu lassen is vielleicht der beste Weg.
Die Erinnerung wird immer in meinem Herz bleiben.
Pass auf dich auf, machst gut. Wir sehen uns wieder, wenn die Zeit uns lässt.
-EB-
Strolling through an empty street
Wishing for a calmer mind
When hard storm strikes
Along with the rain..
Sometimes it’s not a matter of which road you chose,
Sometimes it’s the time which is not right for you
But, one question..
How do we know when the right time is?
-EB-
Jemariku menari tak tentu arah
Melompat dari satu aplikasi ke aplikasi yang lain
Mencari sesuatu yang sebetulnya tak ada di sana
Tak ada dan tak kunjung datang
Ya.. balasan pesan darimu.
-EB-
I put the chrysanthemums near the window
White, pink, and yellow
The sun lights keep it beautiful
As I wish for my heart to be joyful
Days go by, the petals started to fall
It loses its color, like missing the rainfall
I guess, it’s mirroring myself
I’m losing myself,
I’ve been trying to hold on and stay now
But you in a blink of an eye, act like I’m just a person you can throw
Do you expect me to do something to show your worth?
Let me know, otherwise we only move back and forth
I’m at the crossroad, and I don’t know where to go
I wish we can put down our ego
To get our colors back, to enjoy the sunshine
Who knows the chrysanthemums will bloom and its beauty regain..
-EB-
