Senja selalu datang perlahan, tak tergesa. Senja justru kerap membuat orang menjadi tergesa, menyelesaikan segala aktivitas yang sedari pagi sudah direncana.

Senja dan temaram sinarnya pun mampu membuat gundah hati. Kegelisahan akan kesendirian, ketakutan akan kegelapan.

Tapi senja pun berarti harapan.. bahwa hari ini segera berganti, dan mungkin esok kan lebih baik.




I recall.. the time when everything seemed easy

A time when there was only me and my ambition

An ambition which has brought me to this path

The path that everyone sees as a success

Then.. I see me now at a crossroad, where I cannot even decide which way I have to take

Which way will be the best

And which way that will make me whole.

O Lord, I need help..




Do you know how it feels to be unwanted?

Or do you even know the feeling of being invisible?

The moment when you realize that no single word of yours is heard nor count

That moment makes you want to stop. It makes you want to giving up or at least stepping back.

But then you remember a thing, and it slaps you on your face.

It is you who have chosen this path, it is you who have given up everything to be here..

Do you really want to stop fighting?

Have you forgotten what you have sacrificed?