Poems

Senja

.senja.

Senja selalu datang perlahan, tak tergesa. Senja justru kerap membuat orang menjadi tergesa, menyelesaikan segala aktivitas yang sedari pagi sudah direncana.

Senja dan temaram sinarnya pun mampu membuat gundah hati. Kegelisahan akan kesendirian, ketakutan akan kegelapan.

Tapi senja pun berarti harapan.. bahwa hari ini segera berganti, dan mungkin esok kan lebih baik.

-Tha-

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Poems

Help…

I recall.. the time when everything seemed easy

A time when there was only me and my ambition

An ambition which has brought me to this path

The path that everyone sees as a success

Then.. I see me now at a crossroad, where I cannot even decide which way I have to take

Which way will be the best

And which way that will make me whole.

O Lord, I need help..

-Tha-

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S T O P

Do you know how it feels to be unwanted?

Or do you even know the feeling of being invisible?

The moment when you realize that no single word of yours is heard nor count

That moment makes you want to stop. It makes you want to giving up or at least stepping back.

But then you remember a thing, and it slaps you on your face.

It is you who have chosen this path, it is you who have given up everything to be here..

Do you really want to stop fighting?

Have you forgotten what you have sacrificed?

-Tha-

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Dear soul..

You have given everything you have, you even put your trust to someone you thought you know.

You believe in a single thing, kindness, which you thought everybody does the same.

Until the time proved the opposite. Every sacrifice you’ve made, ended up being nothing to them.

Each secret you’ve shared, became the knife which stabbed you slowly.

You shall learn, dear soul. Life ain’t a fairytale which every story ends with a happy ending.

Life is such a two sides of a coin. Good and bad, happiness and sadness, smile and tears, satisfaction and disappointment..

Each event may be seen in two different perspectives. You shall choose, dear soul, which side you want to look.

-Tha-