Feeling


after years of trying..after years i don’t feel it
why should it happens now?
I know this feeling
and I know it hurts…
I start losing my control…
and I’m afraid now..

I’m afraid of bleeding
I’m afraid of falling down like many times before..
This old wound is slowly opened again…
I start hardly breathing…

I’m sorry..but I’m not a puppet,
and I have feeling…though I’m not sure..
If my feeling can change it all…

_Tha_
15.11.2010

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s